Paladin, with blushed cheeks I write of the twins.I can not say if this is from embarrasement of their appearance or because i like
the space they put me in at Mystress's commands.Folowing Her command, any command, is a joy to my submissive heart. Having abused this privelage one too many times, Mystress brought me down and
introduced me to the twins as only She can.They are a reminder of Her power.A reminder of Her Grace.A reminder i have much training to do.My preconceived notions of the D/s world were hard to shake. Slaves are bad. To be used and abused. This was one lesson that would take hold and bring my thoughts around to hers....And hold them there....
I tried to edit out the irrelavant but some things had to stay that are the essence
of Mystress. There is light comentary sprinkled between the pages for clarity as
this spans almost three years.
Two granite statues they are that grace the dungoen at one of Mystress's Castles.Named Might & Right. They are Male.A small bowl of lube sits next to each.....(need i say more)What follows is a selection of posts between Her Highness and myself revolving
around the twins and some discipline issues current of the day...
====================Feb 11 04Robert wrote :Robert walked into the room that held his thoughts for the moment. Hestood between the two granite giants. .His eyes closedas he drifted back and forth before settleing on one in particularand letting it fill his mouth till he could hold no more. He then rose and stood before it and let himself feel it between histhighs as he clenched them tighly together. Slowly he turned and feltthe hard granite press against his other cheeks this time.Slowly he bent before it. His arms reached out to steady himself onthe hips of the twin as he pressed around the other.Slowly his ass was filled with the hard cock of Might once again.He leaned and took Right in the mouth.
Finally the twins began to move. He felt his ass stretch even wideras Might filled him from behind.Right swelled between his lips even bigger than his brother Mightmite.The granite Lords Might and Right moved in nice and tight as he lostsight of all but one knight in the pale white light of night.He nearly choked on his own goofy laughter when he noticed that thetwins were closer together than they had ever been.His ass was jammed around Might very tight as Right held him firmlyin place.He let his mind drift. Let his body feel the fullness of hisblessings as his thoughts slowly climbed to the stars.A light brighter than all, surrounded by a crest of gold that dancedlike Baileys beads around the moon filled his thoughts.His Queen was here.He fell before Her, now barely aware of his willing openness thetwins held displayed between them, filling all voids.He rose to his knees now unashamed of his nakedness before Her, hisIdol. His Goddess.She reads his very thoughts before he knew them. Perhaps She evenputs them there. This he doubts but must confess it could all be adream.The vision of Her beauty begins to outshine the light around Her asHer beautiful form casts its presence before him."Mystress Swan," he timidly requests Her attention as he bows hishead back down to wait."Yes pet, speak," Her siren voice fills the light with mood. Apleasant feeling embraces him. His voice still filled with Right (oris it Might ) but clear as his bells in her glory.
"I wish to request Your permission, Mystress Swan, to take kajiraswanmyst to one of Your seven gardens Ma'am. Velvet Green to be morespecific Ma'am. ""These places are special to me Ma'am and tended respectfully in Yourservice Ma'am and I wish not to compare there beauty with swanmyst'sbut to share them both in one light as a lovers holiday approachesMystress Swan. Thank-You Ma'am."
"Ah kajira, always the romantic.I see you are coming to Master the Twins special abilities to holdyou in that place so dear to Your heart. It is so much better to seeyou put effort into this form of communication of minds.As always my garden is open to both You and Swanmyst and I amdelighted to see you share it together," mystress Swan spoke with asong in Her heart."And you know of my wishes for Your courtouseies and actions robert. ""Yes Ma'am. Thank-You Ma'am." Robert beemed proudly as Mystress SwanMade Her Gracious exit.
===============Paladin...this was probably the scariest post ever to me. Never had my thoughts
dreamed of the command She was about to give me....
May 12 04Mystress wrote :Good day pet...thank you for your exuberant welcome.. tis always nice to return toMy castle.
Indeed... I am pleased that you tend to thing here while I am away.You do a fine job of it, and a fine job of knowing when to call Meback to you. Well Done!
While you are not expected to be fully responsible for all yourcommitments to Me during My sometimes prolonged absences, it'salways good to be able to report back to Me upon My returns of yourgood deeds and behaviors and rememberences.
Yes, you may have more. a nice 50 on each cheek and inside yourthighs.
> I hope you have enjoyed my tenure with kajira Romanita your>Highness and can only assume you have returned to enlighten your>humble pet as to the next branch of service her submissive heart>desires.
Yes, I have enjoyed your tenure very much, and have no doubt thatall is well and will continue to be so. I have read, understood, andagreed with all that you have said in your fine letter to Me.
As for what you are here to learn this time.. well..I also have a new turn for you that I have mused during the daytoday. There is one area in our past interactions that has beensomewhat neglected.
There has been discipline, obedience, punishment..
but now.. I want you to learn to be something different.
I want you to learn to be My pleasure slave.I want you to give this much thought.
I have impaled you with a variety of things, and had you kneel andworship the twins.. now.. you will begin to worship Me.
You have spoken in the past of your Mistress being like a stern Aunt.
Well.. I may sometimes be stern, but I am no Aunt.I an a warm blooded woman, and I desire that My pleasure slavebegin to express those sides. Like in the Gor books, when theslaves were taught the ways of being sensual and sexual and erotic.I run energy and use it to be more sexual.You will also begin to learn this now.
In your mind...See Me... dressed in something lovely andfilmy... laying on My bed, under my tent, candles on thewall flickering.... It is late, we are alone..
You have been brought to me,just as a woman slave would be broughtto a man.
Expectations.You must think slowlyand carefully pet...
You must now approach Me, andI command you..to use all of your skills togoslowlyand arouse Mewith yourwords.
Write itand please Me.
Mystress Swan================Roberts report : Censored
=================================Nov 15 06Mystress wrote :Well pet... tis a goodly start I will admit.
I am somewhat mollified by your recognition of your past lackings.But I will give you credit for trying to make things up in the pastfew weeks. I have understood why you have not been available lothese many months. And have appreciated you recent strivings to makethings right.
However.... I think I would place you between the twin phallaces,with them just barely opening your two portals. Not enough to fillyou by any means... just enough to tease you, and keep them adjar.You cannot move forward, or backwards onto them. Simply...prolonged.. there.. in the middle. Barely open.
What think you of THAT My pet???
Waiting for your arrival...Mystress Swan
==============Nov 20 06Robert wrote :Mystress Swan,Good Day Ma'am.Shamefully, I had nearly forgotten about the twins. That is themagic that makes You a Goddess Ma'am.Your ability to make all things past and present new and even moreenlightning with every heart beat.The grace to put me in my place with a mere sentance and leave mehanging on every word. ( No pun intended Ma'am)The wisdom to know and understand what Your humble servant deserves.Desires.
I think what makes my submissive heart beat quicker is knowingYou could retire to Your chamber and get a good knights sleep knowingYour slave would be even more excited to serve you in the morningthan ever before.And not lose a wink of sleep over it (me), Ma'am.
Every second hanging between the twins would make me feeleven closer to kneeling in Your Queendom paradise Ma'am..
It is these feelings of passion that burn deep in my soulthat are the lessons I am so grateful You share, and serve not onlyYour Highness's desire, but transcend to the thoughts and deeds ofSir Robert and bring Him closer to understanding His own kajira'sdesire's to serve.
Once again the twins serve a dual role and twin identities inYour Queendom Ma'am.But I feel I only tell Your Highness that which is obvious already tosuch a Beautiful and Gracious Goddess.
I picture myself replaceing Your treasured bird.My cage swinging at the side of Your desk.The twins my perch.Your beautiful smile gracing my prescence now and again as You givethe cage a gentle swirl and leave Your humble pet spining dizzily incircles as You take Your throne and deal with the events of the dayMa'am.
You are my Goddess Mystress Swan.That is what me thinks Ma'am.
Respectfully kneeling in Your most Honored and Gracious serviceMystress Swan, Your hunbled pet, kajira robert.
===============================Paladin , At this point in time Mystress expected Her commads and reports to be
timely, and still i was failing. MIA. A video came into play. Secretary. I underestimated Mystress once again....Ordered to get it...watch it...and report on it....well, it took months to
accomplish.....================Nov 20 06Robert wrote :As soon as the door slams shut announcing Mystress's exit robert feelsthe cold touch of stone fingers gripping his nipples.The twin throbbs in his mouth but shrinks as faster than it had swelled.His nipples twist and pull with his touch and he hears a voice abovehis brow.Straining to see the source he spies the twin looking down at him.Smiling."Do you have the Secretary? " his voice echoes arund the room."Mooowww," robert mumbles around his phallic gag.His nipples seem to twist 180 and as he is pulled forward but allowedno deeper penetrating.He feels the other twin throbbing between his cheeks and suddenly acold hand grips his jewels as the other hand slaps the outside of histhigh."It is going to be a long night robert," the brother behind him laughs.
"Do you have the Secretary? " I first one asks again."Mooooooow," robert mumbles repeatedly thru the night..........
===============Dec 06 06Mystress wrote :And in the cold light of many dawns later, Mystress arrives to againcheck for an answer... the question is asked yet again..
"Do you have Secretary?
Where IS MY report????
What reason do you have for it to not be here yet?"
Spinning birdcage indeed!
To the twins She speaks...
"Tease him boys, and do NOT let him crest..but keep him taunt on the edge of pleasure.Do NOT let him feel the deeper penetration he longs for,only the whispering tease of it. A hearty pinch, twistand smack are all that he will gain until he reveals hisanswers to Me."
I will return to check and see if your answers have arrived.Mystress
=============Dec 25 06Mysterss wrote :Mystress stands looking down at the pitiful slave. Knowing how busyhis life has been, but also knowing that he has made no time for Herwithin that. We do appreciate your cards this lovely day. and thethoughtfulness grants you some grace..
However....
She repeats the same thing She had done almost a month earlier.
==============3/28/07Mystress wrote :I apologize for not having the proper time to write you pet..but this will have to suffice for the moment..Mystress chuckled as She read Her slaves critique scroll. She tappedHer foot and looked at the time that had passed since Her origionalrequest.A througly and interestingly written missive My pet.Your observances are duley noted.I shall cogitate on it more. Time for a proper response.Now... go and kneel between the brothers. Think on what I will donext.....Know there is both punishement and reward due to you.Mystress turned on Her shaply heel and strode from the room. Hertranslucent cloak billowing around Her.=======================3/1/07Robert wroteGood Day Mystress Swan.I too must thank You for making this movie "recommended"watching material. It was very entertaining and I really enjoyed therole of authority he took.I particularly liked the way he administered her first spanking.The look on that subbies face was priceless. I was surprised she madeit thrue the whole letter with out dropping everything and rippingher panties down.Towards the latter part of the film, i beleive she would of beenalittle bolder and she probably regrets not turning around andfalling on her knees and begging his forgiveness. Or fishing aroundin his pants for forgiveness.That would of been a clear signal of her submissive nature.But, he did seem reserved in his Domination Ma'am. As ifa catastaphe had happened to make him so reluctant.If I had made this movie, Mystrss Swan, things would havebeen far different.(Censored)
Back to the movie Ma'am. Sorry.Yes I would of made it a little different.Parts of the movie were confussing to me also. As when he bathed her.I thought it would of been the other way around. Geez, I can't waitto see Your Highness give Your pet robert a bath.He is going to be so damn nervous and red. A kodak moment for sureMa'am, if you would, and would posting it at the castle be asking tomuch? :)Of course it would Ma'am. I'am sure You have better things to doMystress.I am not sure how the wife will receive it if we ever sit down andwatch it. Maybe before Christmas. 2008. :)
(Censored)
Back to the movie Ma'am, Sorry.I thought of a couple replacements for the charactors themselfs Ma'am.Imagine Steed and Emma Peel.How about Mawell smart and 99?Peggy and Al Bundy?Lucy and Desi?The skipper and Giligan?
Well Your Highness, I hope I brought a smile to Yourlovely lips in the midst of roberts seemingly timeless assignments.Sometimes the boy just puts to much thought into something instead ofjust doing it.Like when You gave him the key to the magic QueenDom and had himoffer his report. He was too excited holding the prize, to doanything with You.Again an unfinished report.I would beg Your Highness to leave him between the twins next timeand summon Your knight to tend to the fire in Your chamber MystressSwan.It would be my honor to feed Your hearth with the wood I carry andgently blow on Your glowing embers until the room is full of warmth,Ma'am.The image we have of Your Highness many moons ago dancing in themoonlight still sends shivers down my spine.And I'am taller than robert.
I wish you a sunny Friday and a wonderful weekend Mystress Swan.Respectfully kneeling in Your service Mystress Swan, Your Knight, SirRobert========================
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4/19/07Robert wroteOn bended knees i profess it is music to my ears to hearthe sweet song of Your voice echoing from these halls. And themessage it rings out carries the Gracious and Generous nature i havecome to love and respect and worship.Good eve Mystress Swan and thank-you Ma'am for Your lienent decree.That in itself is the harshest punishment of all. I have failed youas a slave.A little soft bunny rabbit slave, i deserve a soft bunny rabbitMistress.Somehow i just can not picture Your Highness sitting on Her throne infuzzy slippers and a pink robe.But i guess that is the image i will just have to live with for myfailures.
Oh woe is me.A viking slave i guess i will never be...On Your cof-tee table in front of thee.....Dashed is my red cheeked opportunity...
Actually Ma'am, i did give myself alittle whipping with the crop theother day and it did rather hurt. I don't know how kajira Romanitacan take it. Perhaps i'am not cut out to be a slave but just a lowlyminstrel religated to give pleasure to your audio senses only andleft to dream of the pleasures of real slaves.Hanging between the twins struming my guitar i guess ain't so badMa'am.Thank-You Ma'am.Respectfully kneeling in Your Gracious service Mystress Swan, Yourhumble pet kajira robert
============================================Mystress wrote4/30/07Glad to see your responses here pet..
Indeed.. we shall see what time bring to us. Could be of many thingsand many colors. But we must hope first and formost for the wellbeing of your life and joy in your life with your lady wife.
I do not desire her to hurt My slave in any way, and I fear for thetenderness of his heart. But I am ever present and watchful. Iremember the past while hoping for the best of the future.
Keep thyself well pet...and thy mind clearand thyself loyal to ME.
My velvet glove longs to tighten around your blond locksand draw you to your kneess before me..to enjoy your worship of ME.
To pet you gentely.. and lovlingly..to tease you to hardness...softly...denying.. not yet bobby... not yet..
noo.. you must wait..
a hot breath upon your sword..a nip of your ear.... your head drawnback..as My lips descent upon yous..kissing you ever so lightly..teasing you....My hand. wrapped in your hair...pulling you back.. asMy kiss intesifies...no.. kiss dragon.. in this..you must be submissibve...and receive.. My Dragon kiss toMy slave...until.. I release you...and ....Fill in the blanks pet..
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Paladin, I guess that wasn't so bad. I was alittle embarrased when Mystress
ordered me to write of them.The underlying lesson for me is in the time line.Mystress is so full of wonderful things that had my service been on pare, much
more glorious thoughts would prevail.She once told me that i was the source that gave Mystress life.Instead of feeling proud as i should have, i felt ashamed Paladin.I had been allowed to serve the Woman of my dreams, and i had let that vision
fail miserably. So miserably that at one point Mystress was ready to give up on all slaves.Can you imagine not having the Beautiful Woman You serve so well Paladin?And then can you imagine being responsible for that loss?I beat myself up every day for those errors and try to do better in the future.So ends the tale of the twins. I have never seen them again.
Sincerly Robert